It was a warm summer morning in July when I decided that my life would be more apt to flow if I just took a minute to shut up (both in mind and mouth), sit down and write.

This will likely not be a glorious poetic kind of writing here, nor straight to the point either as I may wish it to be, but I allow spirit to move through me and co-create the words and syntax that appears here for you to consume. It wasn’t always this way.

In fact, three years ago (four?) if you would have told me the word “spirit” would roll off my tongue with such ease, I would have made a snarky remark and an equally snarky facial expression shutting down any line of thinking to the sort.

But here we are, on the other side of my awakening, and I have survived the use of words like Spirit and Psychic and Divine Feminine (although, to be honest, I still really don’t prefer the latter). And, because I have weathered the absolute shake up that an awakening can present, and because I have done enough reading and consuming around these topics for the entire world over, I feel immense gratitude and also feel it is somewhat of my duty to present here the information I have gathered and come to know thus far. We need to know what we need to know when we know it.

It seems as I write this that the voice being pulled through is not my own, it is of course me but it is not me in the sense that I am writing a note in my journal or a to-do list or a text to my husband. It is more like a influx of tone and language that belongs to something higher than me, more aware than my human is, and is providing the context for what it is I hope to bring through for each and every one of you.

Enough to the point of the beginning. Let’s recall what the word spiritual and awakening and consciousness may actually mean to us here in this agreed upon reality.

Spirituality

The way in which we allow life to move through us, to move us, and to move according to us. With more openness we can allow our spirituality — the pure expression of who we are at the level of essence — to shine. With less light and perhaps more shadow to sort through, our spirituality may be more limited, more conditioned, more suppressed as we allow the life according to us to shelter the true expression of who we are.

This conditioning, this programming, this limitation exposes to us the very reason that we have come to this third rock from the sun to begin with. For what is school without the opportunity and room to learn. Earth, is school for the soul. It is the physical location that provides the most opportune circumstances for our ultimate growth to awareness (which is to be in full light of oneness with source energy — of which we are all a part but some have lost their way and have forgotten who they are). We are individual, yet indispensable to the whole.

If you have come to earth, which I imagine you have if you are reading this, then you too have fallen away from full awareness and part of your soul mission is to remember who you are.

Through the experience of your spirituality, your philosophy of life, your soul expression through the things that bring you the ultimate joy and soak you in love, and fullness, this… this is the expression of your spirituality. The connection to source energy, the remembrance that you are a soul with a body, and not a body with a soul.

Awakening

A coming to awareness that everything on which you have understood and built your life may or may not be the be all end all. In fact, there are many be’s and all’s to be had during an awakening as you are consistently questioning the nature of your being, your place, your purpose, your knowing and the very nature of questions themselves.

Awakenings can happen rather abruptly like an explosion of frequency that cannot be mistaken for anything other than an rude awakening, as it were. And they can happen slowly, mostly unobtrusively, like a slow unfolding of a blanket that you intend to use, sometime, somewhere, when the moment is right. And then there is the in-between, the jolt of waking up and the slow and steady walk between experiences that remind you you are much smaller and much bigger than you ever imagined.

Consciousness

The very thing that constitutes The All. You. Me. Perhaps constitution isn’t the right word as consciousness doesn’t constitute anything, it just simply: is. We are aware that we are aware that we are aware. This notion is the concept of consciousness in a ridiculously simple manner. It is the light, it is the dark. It is memory and what is to come. It is expressed in linear time and in a place where space and time do not exist. The continuum of awareness and being and knowing and a returning to the Self, of which, is indispensable to The All.

I will end here today with this as it will allow for integration of some of the ideas discussed.

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I do recognize that every time I sit to write, the style in which what is written may not be the same, for, if I am not tapped in or in a different head space — of the earthly and dense order — I will not be able to conjure up the same kind of format or flow.

I intend to digress into my human head space to unpack the ideas presented during these co-created messages so that those needing a more tangible and concrete explanation may enjoy. (Might I add, I am compelled to do a second write up as my brain also wants a more linear and less esoteric write up of this content, for record keeping and prosperity for all.)